About me

It's How I am

By Far

Why? Why me?

Was it a  punishment from up above?

My parents what did they do wrong?

Was it something from my childhood?

NO!  It's how I am !

I am, who I was meant to be

Nothing or nobody provoked what I have become

or what some people say I have always been

I'm different ! yes!

But only because I love the same sex

Is it a crime to love, to feel, to want?

Do I not bleed the same blood?

I am what I am! and PROUD of it !

Why shouldn't  I be?

Cause you say it's a sin, evil, or unhealthy?

Is it a sin you beat your loved one or 

starve, rape, and molest your own children?

"He who sins, casts the first stone"

I am not perfect, but neither are you

Accept my differences as I have accepted yours

Call me what you like!

A leltie , homo, queer, or dyke

Your words are empty tones, in this world 

filled with beautiful music to dance to

And as you walk away from me

remember this!

I could be  your mother, father, brother ,or sister

and I will always love you, for who you are

About Me

I'm 18 and a lesbian.  I suffer from DID/MDP, SI (self- Injury) I use drugs that is no secret.  I don't remember much of my childhood.  My parents were involved in a SRA cult, I have seen many horrible things and I still live in fear.  I lost my older brother to suicide when I was 14. At 16 the abuse ended when both my parents died in a car crash. I had to move from Los Angles CA, to the Midwest of Illinois.  I lived with friends of the family which of just as abuse full.  My abuse never really ended till I ran away from them.  I hide a lot in my room with my computer.  I found this place called Light In The darkness which was ran by a very helpful and supportive woman that has a heart of gold.  I met a lot of good friends there.  Most of which are the only family I have now.  When Light In the Darkness closed down I and a few friends  made a place for the excising remembers of LTD to go and still be a supportive group.  Things where running good till the server we run on shut down.  So  I made this place with the help of some great people.  I like to thank for believing in me and giving me space on your servers.  

I met this very special lady who I call mom at LTD.  We have never met in person, but she has never left me to this day we still talk a lot. She guides me the best she can through the internet.  She is the been very supportive to my recover now.  Because in August of 2001 I has hurt very bad.  I was at a "RAVE" When I was beat in the head with a baseball bat.  I was in a coma for a months.  I have a long way to go in my recover.  I have no use of my legs.  All my life I have to fight for the things I have.  I don't know what being safe is.  So this is a little about me.

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