About me
It's How I am
By Far
Why? Why me?
Was it a punishment from up above?
My parents what did they do wrong?
Was it something from my childhood?
NO! It's how I am !
I am, who I was meant to be
Nothing or nobody provoked what I have become
or what some people say I have always been
I'm different ! yes!
But only because I love the same sex
Is it a crime to love, to feel, to want?
Do I not bleed the same blood?
I am what I am! and PROUD of it !
Why shouldn't I be?
Cause you say it's a sin, evil, or unhealthy?
Is it a sin you beat your loved one or
starve, rape, and molest your own children?
"He who sins, casts the first stone"
I am not perfect, but neither are you
Accept my differences as I have accepted yours
Call me what you like!
A leltie , homo, queer, or dyke
Your words are empty tones, in this world
filled with beautiful music to dance to
And as you walk away from me
remember this!
I could be your mother, father, brother ,or sister
and I will always love you, for who you are
About Me
I'm 18 and a lesbian. I suffer from DID/MDP, SI (self- Injury) I use drugs that is no secret. I don't remember much of my childhood. My parents were involved in a SRA cult, I have seen many horrible things and I still live in fear. I lost my older brother to suicide when I was 14. At 16 the abuse ended when both my parents died in a car crash. I had to move from Los Angles CA, to the Midwest of Illinois. I lived with friends of the family which of just as abuse full. My abuse never really ended till I ran away from them. I hide a lot in my room with my computer. I found this place called Light In The darkness which was ran by a very helpful and supportive woman that has a heart of gold. I met a lot of good friends there. Most of which are the only family I have now. When Light In the Darkness closed down I and a few friends made a place for the excising remembers of LTD to go and still be a supportive group. Things where running good till the server we run on shut down. So I made this place with the help of some great people. I like to thank for believing in me and giving me space on your servers.
I met this very special lady who I call mom at LTD. We have never met in person, but she has never left me to this day we still talk a lot. She guides me the best she can through the internet. She is the been very supportive to my recover now. Because in August of 2001 I has hurt very bad. I was at a "RAVE" When I was beat in the head with a baseball bat. I was in a coma for a months. I have a long way to go in my recover. I have no use of my legs. All my life I have to fight for the things I have. I don't know what being safe is. So this is a little about me.